there’s a lot going on.

i’ll write when i really have time.

i won’t for a while.

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i am a towering fount of snot.

i have a cold. fuck. no date for me this weekend. not much more than changing the bed linen, taking lots of baths, & being pissed that i can’t go out & play with the other kids. meh.

i need the time to crochet, though…

the idea that i exclude ppl

from parts of my life is kinda a big joke to me.
this is a placeholder until i can fully articulate my disappointment/ annoyance at ppl

cuz basically, if i don’t invite you somewhere it’s because you either don’t know how to act or i forgot to say something to you

sheesh

i’m really tired

i’m not going to work. my stupid-visor actually told me that i needed to be in today if i’m working OT. ho are you smoking blue rocks? the OT isn’t mandatory to begin with. & nothing in that place is as important to me as my gotdamn paycheck. get your mind right, please.

i’m ruled by my mood, the level of bliss i have in my life, & the way the wind is blowing at any given time. just because i’m there monday through friday doesn’t mean i (a) give a shit, or (b) want to be there. i’m beat. i didn’t feel like getting up early to be annoyed by the cavalcade of coonery or the parade of plum foolishness. so i’m gonna clean my apt a bit, hang out w/ my mommy (i never DO that anymore, fuckin around w/ that job) & then hopefully go kick it w/ riley.

i’m so not with the bullshit today.

so let me get my oatmeal & get the day started.

soundtrack: osn podcast #2 (unreleased) – by dj brainchild.*

can i get a track listing, bill? please? thank you. you know i love you to pieces.

when i wrote that i’d update on monday

i was lying.

because i am too gotdamn tired to even think about recounting the whole trip.

i’ll get w/ y’all on the retro tip as soon as i can get my thoughts together. first, i need food, sleep, a bath & some prayer.