tryna gather myself unto myself for this giftsmas (that’s xmas or christmas to the rest of y’all) foolishness
i wanna redecorate
i need to redecorate
i need to pray more
i’m eating less bullshit
drinking more water
getting less sleep
this is . . . a lot.
& in the middle of all this i wanna return to volunteering, become an activist w/ the emphasis on activity, mentor a grown woman who’s officially tryna enter this place we call the workforce, decide whether it’s the netherlands or mexico city next spring/ summer, try to plan a move for spring, get better at styling my own hair, film a documentary, learn some portugues . . .
& still manage to give myself orgasms on the regular.
there’s a lot to do. & it’s going on 2 in the morning. i gotta get some sleep from somewhere.