i think

that the whole “my period is terrible & i hate myself for being a woman” thing is stupid.

that is, it’s born of ignorance & conditioning, sometimes of a shitty diet or stress. when i eat well, when i live my best life, & when i do what it pleases me to do i feel wonderful. if i eat poorly (or consume foods that cause disharmony in my body) i am a total wreck & there’s suffering to be had. & i hate feeling that way. but, without fail, the sooner i let my body do its job the more i feel balanced. i feel right again. so i’m learning every time that i’m magic (& to quote atlanta, i’m sorry if u can’t see it).

i will not be mad that i’m so snippy. it’s necessary sometimes. i’m most myself today. so i’m gonna tend to my own needs first, forsaking all others. my mission is to handle my own business.
it’s so easy to get caught up in the day-to-day bullshit of life. but what’s really important is the laundry list of dreams, desires, wants & needs that i have. if i leave those unfulfilled, i run the risk of being permanently fucked up and miserable.

one foot in front of the other.
looking forward, period.
let’s do this.

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2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. PretaMulatta
    Jul 05, 2007 @ 12:23:00

    4 REAL. and i’m so glad u know what i mean. do u find that men follow u around during your mooncycle? it’s like they can sense your power or something…

    and the DREAMS! i’m not saying it’s all bliss, but hell, it DEFINITELY aint all bad.

    sneding u energy & bliss 4 your journey today, wherever it takes u.

    Reply

  2. snake woman, she who hears
    Jul 06, 2007 @ 17:48:00

    yup yup

    learning how to use that power surge instead of sitting on it has been one of the best things i’ve ever challenged myself to do.

    ashe!

    Reply

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